Beth: It's over then. I'm going to die for the Organisation. Even though I swore to myself this was the one thing I'd never do.
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With every step, he once more deliberated his choice. Was this the right thing to do? He could not tell anymore. For 2 years, the fight had been his entire life, inexorably interwoven with every detail of his existence. Or so he had thought. He had been such a fool; they all had, to think that this was what mattered. To believe they were truly willing to give anything. To the death. He laughed sourly. That would have been the easier fate.
Since that day, he had turned his back on all that had made him before. Sometimes that was easier. Less reminders. And no chance to suffer such pain again. But a part of him still yearned to fight, for the purpose and meaning. The knowledge of what was done to them still stung. It seemed he was dragged in opposite directions, being torn apart viciously by the forces.
He shook his head. Hadn't he burned all bridges to his past? Or he had believed he had anyway. Now he was unsure. Seeing Craig again, and that girl so similar to his Leila, hearing of the continuing campaign......These had all awoken in him emotions he had believed long lost, but apparently only buried. These had all drawn him here, now. But to do what? To come so close but turn and run? Or to join the war once more?
He stopped. He now realised he had to reconsider his choice before it was too late to change it. Perhaps he was wrong. Perhaps he could not do this. Whatever the price. He swore under his breath. It seemed he had come full circle, and there was no leaving this. He glanced back over his shoulder, and then in the other direction. His exit was close, tantalisingly so. He sighed. It didn't matter. He would do what he had to.
He took one last look at the way he had been going, and turned.
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Eyes screwed tightly shut, Beth simply waited for the gunshot. The seconds dragged. Impossibly so. The last moments of her life - what was the point of dragging this out? A few extra minutes were of no value when they were numbered. Still she waited, counting the seconds with her harried breaths. Suddenly her ears were filled with an explosion.
Still she waited, for the pain or the numbness. Nothing. What was happening?
"Are you Ok?" whispered an urgent voice. "Stupid question. Did he get you?"
Slowly she opened her eyes.
"I made it misfire," he added. "Beth, right? Where are the others? Craig?"
Shakily, unable to speak, she gestured around her at the destruction. He grimaced, and knelt down beside the nearest. Amy.
"You can't heal, can you?" he asked. "Mine isn't powerful enough for this."
She shook her head. Anyway, she doubted healing would be of any use now.
"We'll have to get them out then. Can you carry her while I take Hetty?"
Uncertain what would be the purpose of this, she nevertheless complied. She did not have the energy left to argue, dazed by her experiences. She simply lifted the prone figure to rest against her shoulder, and forced herself to walk.
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Amy groaned as she regained consciousness, her head spinning and every movement causing agony. What had happened? Her memory was blurred, twisted by grey images and false events. Where was she? The Company building? And the others?
She blinked, forcing her sight into focus. It took her a while to recognise the bland grey stone before her, then longer to raise her eyes to her companions. She seemed to be leaning on someone, but she could not move her head to see who. Before her now was another, carrying Hetty. He turned to glance back at them, and as she recognised him she wondered if she was truly conscious. Why would he be here? Didn't he say that he would do nothing more to help them? Craig had believed there was no way of persuading him.
As she stared, he realised she was conscious. Immediately he gestured a stop, and her carrier carefully lowered her.
"How are you feeling?" he asked gently. She tried shaking her head, but he stopped her.
"Try to move as little as possible. We'll get you to a healer as soon as we escape from here - Hetty too - but we can't do anything for now."
"Stevens?" she questioned. "Why are you here?"
"Seems you two got to me," he muttered under his breath. "But we don't have much time - agents could be coming any time."
"Can you walk?" Amy turned at the voice, to see Beth looking at her in concern, attempting to hide a deep grief. "I'll help you. C'mon."
"Hetty?" she asked. Beth evaded her eyes.
"She's alive, barely," replied Stevens tersely. "We can't do anything to help her - only get her out of here. As soon as we get to an outer wall I can create a door for us."
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Stevens sighed. They were almost there. Was it actually possible that they would make it unscathed? Previously he might have believed this. But he had long lost all hope. He no longer thought there was any victory for them, any chance at all of surviving this war. He was unsure whether he wanted to. That was no longer the reason why he would fight.
As Amy let out a stifled gasp, he was drawn out of his musings. Even if that were true, he still had to take care. There were others with him who did not share his view. Whom he would not wish to share that fate.
"What?" he whispered. "Agents?"
Beth nodded numbly.
"5 at least, guarding the only entrance to the outer perimeter. You can't make a door here? To get there?"
He shook his head. If he did that, the Company might become aware of what he did and take precautions. He did not want to risk their escape.
Beth bit her lip, deep in thought. She was unsure whether she could fight all 5 on her own. Amy was powerless, Hetty unconscious, and Stevens' ability was not exactly offensive.
"Maybe I can distract a few," he murmured. "Give you a better chance."
He looked closely at her.
"Craig wouldn't want you to give up, Beth."
She swallowed, then nodded. He glanced at her once more, making certain she could do this.
"They will not notice me."
Then he swiftly crept around to the doorway, preparing the distraction. But he recognised 2 of the men there. He remembered them from previously. The reverser and the deletor. Beth could not fight these. What was he to do?
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Hidden in the shadows of another doorway, he watched as the group approached the entrance to the outer perimeter. He sighed. Desperate as he was to aid them, he had to accept that in his current state there was little he could do. And his presence could distract some. Perhaps, no, almost certainly, it was better that he do nothing, though this tore against every scruple he had.
He waited anxiously as they stopped, debating what course to take next. He wished there was some way he could learn what they were saying. Some way he could protect them. He watched as one carefully crept towards the doorway. That was when he realised there was one more than there had been when he had lost them. Someone had joined his allies. But who?
As the man turned to pass through the doorway, the light struck his face and Craig let out a gasp, hastily stifled. Stevens? Why would he be here?
He recalled the last time they had spoken - his friend had been adamant that he would do no more. But he had always been a complex character. It had always been difficult to predict him, even before their deaths. Although he had swore afterwards never to be involved in anything like this again, Craig had always wondered whether he'd be able to. The Organisation never truly let go of an individual. And he had known all along that seeing Amy would manipulate Stevens, remind him of Leila. Remind him of what they had been fighting for, and that others were still at risk. He had done it deliberately of course. But he had not thought it would have such an effect. What was he to do now? His actions had drawn an old friend from safety into mortal danger. He knew he should do something. But what could he?
Unsure of what to do, he still crept away from the doorway, seeking another way to reach Stevens. He realised by now that he had gone to distract the agents so that the others could escape. But it was a risk. And perhaps he knew it.
He followed a parallel pathway until he reached the main entrance once more. He could see Stevens, hidden from the guards by his power. He was hesitating. Clearly something was wrong. It was then Craig realised that Stevens would be needed afterwards, to make an exit. And he also realised why he was hesitating.
He paused. A part of him knew that Stevens wanted this, at least partially. He had never let them go. But that did not mean he should allow him to do so.
Hesitating, he pondered what he could do. Only one answer came to him - take his place. He swallowed. Could he? Was he truly willing to do that? They all said it - to the death - but not all could bring themselves to it. He had seen it, allies turned by their fear. But he had seen the opposite too. Their faces flashed before his eyes. Which one was he? He had already turned. Would he turn again? Still he saw their faces. Kate Stevens. Leila Stevens. Sarah Finnegan. He had his answer.
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As soon as they saw the guards leave, the remaining three hurried out to the outer perimeter, then stopped, unsure of what to do now. They knew what must have happened. Stevens had to have drawn away those guards. But now how were they to escape? They only continued to run on because they were too afraid to stay in one place. Movement made them feel less lost.
At a sudden sound behind her, Beth span around, heat blast poised for release. She let out the breath she had been holding, but did not drop them.
"Stevens?" she gasped. "How....how did you...?"
He shook her head, an expression of grief and sympathy on his face.
"Don't ask," he replied brusquely, before adding more softly, "let's just get out of here, ok?"
He grimaced as he stepped towards the wall, then muttered, "A door." Immediately one sprang into being. He lifted up Hetty and carried her through, the other two following. As they left, a single gunshot sounded.