by Wayward Daughter Sat 7 Jan 2012 - 20:54
I knew what they'd done - how they'd betrayed her. They'd handed her over. The earlier business call had undoubtedly been a fake, and possibly they'd even tipped the authorities off to lead them to being there to catch her. There was no other way. She wouldn't have been caught otherwise: I knew that she was too good at what she did, too experienced. This was their way of punishing her for her refusal to agree with their plans. For what they saw as her insubordination. The only part I didn't understand was why.
Hadn't they needed her? It'd seemed that way, before. She had as much as confirmed it, saying that their strategy couldn't be put into operation without her aid. So, with her dead, wasn't the plan also dead? She'd been so certain of that..... but then, they wouldn't have risked doing this, if it was true. She must have been mistaken. There had to be someone else out there with that power, a long lost distance relative of hers, or maybe a new blood who just happened to have gained it, by chance. The threat was still there.
As soon as I'd realised this, my first thought was that I had to warn someone - do something. But immediately after I'd thought it, I faltered. Who could I tell? No human would listen. No human would believe an Atari. Well, apart from the sympathisers like Laurel and Daniel and Nick.... should I warn them? Ask for their help? Or was it Atari business and none of their concern? I didn't know. I didn't know what to do. Because of that, I remained silent, hiding my fears and doubts from all but myself. I didn't know of any of my own kind I could tell, either, not knowing who'd agree with the conspirators and who would potentially stand by me. I hadn't given up - not exactly. I knew that I had to try to fight this - for Sky's sake, if not for anything else. They had to be punished for their betrayal of her, and the best way would be to somehow foil their intentions, the intentions they'd killed her for. Even if I didn't have revenge in my mind, her earlier horror at the mere mention of it would have still driven me. It was almost like it was her last request.
I didn't know what I was doing, though, really. I didn't know what I was risking. There was no strategy - I didn't even know what I was trying to foil. I'd made a few, brief attempts at discovering the truth, but it didn't really work. I couldn't identify which ability they needed. The skill of identification wasn't one I'd gained from her. Because of this, I spent much of the next few months wandering around idly, trying desperately to think of a new realisation, a breakthrough. On one such day I found myself wandering down to the riverside where she'd once saved my life.
"Ariana, once more?" a sudden voice broke through my reveries. I raised my head, then instantly narrowed my eyes in hate as I recognised the speaker.
"What brings you here?" he asked jovially, when I didn't return his greeting. Again, I didn't answer. I had nothing remaining to say to him, to any of them.
"Well, I was thinking.... since receiving the tragic news about Ashford..."
"What would you even care about that?" I interrupted harshly. His face showed no emotion at my response.
"Of course I care about it, dear," he replied. "We all care. But the fact remains - she needs to be replaced. I don't believe you fully understand, yet, the role she played in our society, her importance..."
I listened to his waffling while gritting my teeth, barely able to believe that one of them now would have the audacity to even mention her, after what they'd done, let alone offering lies of condolences.
"Have you given the matter any consideration?" he continued. That startled me.
"What consideration could I ever give it?" I asked before I could stop myself. He smiled thinly.
"You are unaware? Ashford.... she had no living relatives. That means there was none to replace her, to inherit her position. Apart from you."
I gasped at that, my mouth uttering wordless protestations. Me? It couldn't be.... I couldn't believe it. And yet... it did make sense. If she had no relatives.... it'd mean I was the only host of her bloodline. I was the closest to a blood relative of hers.
"Do you understand?" he asked. "And the question of our race's survival.... it now falls to you, as it had previously fallen to her. Only you can aid us, save us...."
"I'll never do as you ask," I interrupted furiously. "No! I don't even want to wait to hear what you're asking, the answer is no, automatically!! Sky refused you; I'm keeping with what she did. You can all just go to hell as far as I'm concerned."
He just eyed my face for a moment, obviously shocked by the cold response. He'd underestimated it. That was clear.
"Well, if that is your answer," he replied at last, sighing.
"It is."
"Then goodbye, I guess," he shook his head, walking away.