"No.... not yet.... I only just proved for certain myself this morning. I just don't know what to do..."
"What do you mean?"
"I just.... don't know if I'm ready, yet. Now," she half-answered. Elan smiled.
"I wasn't sure either, when I found out about Rhi," she answered. "I don't think any first time parent is, especially if you're young. And that other thing..... it won't be like last time, Lola. I won't let it be."